So after a weekend of redoing a reconciliation the ex redid the need for a reconciliation. And he said “I’m done” and that I dont understand…his great change though was to stop weekly blocking my texts when I ask that he be an active member of this partnership. Now he doesnt block them he just […]
I dont know if its karma or what I’m gonna call Leffler Luck. I finished my Norton interview … the 3rd and found that there is a 4th…at the glacier pace that Norton moves that means at least 3 4 weeks until that job may come together. I have a couple strong clients through Upwork […]
So I’m coming to terms with the status quo…I know I’ve said it before but hey grief of losing someone has several stages and ya bounce around in them. Denial – when I say to myself I love him and he loves me so all we need is for one of us to do some […]
Brinkmanship – the art or practice of pursuing a dangerous policy to the limits of safety before stopping, typically in politics. When you ignore people and issues with brinkmanship as your policy you aren’t anymore safe and things aren’t anymore less likely to end in the worst possible scenario. I don’t care.I’m not going to […]
I’m not kidding…I have never felt so badly treated by someone. He went sure…but that was a mistake…just as he said on the trip. 4 times. We were there for 28 hours and he was asleep for 12. We werent even together for several hours of it. So of the couple hours we had together […]
Wouldn’t this have been the perfect song for me to sing. But based on yesterday I’d be the only one singing it so something lost when something has been gained. So I don’t know if I’m being romantic or if I’m being dramatic. Manipulative or brinkmanship (Cody is brinkmanship all the way) but until we […]
Past few days I’ve leaned on the ex, and talked while listened to music or watching our show…he fell asleep on the couch I asked him to join me in the bed and in a rarity he did … asked if I could cuddle and he pulled my hand in … it seemed more intimate […]
I am pretty chipper about a lot of stuff but just overly annoyed at work. Feelings about petty new rules that aren’t performance based or directed to improve work … favoritism abounds beyond the job done if it weren’t for me being over paid compared to other employeers I’d prolly move on. Things just are […]
News flash, republicians don’t fair well in my opinions.
One of the things I like about the end of the year is the reviews. This one is kinda cute and slightly sinister, kinda like the year.